Until now..

Today, is your birthday uncle..

It’s been more than a month now that you’re gone. I still can't believe this. Am trying..but it’s hard..so hard..it kills me deep inside my heart, am still crying.. trying to accept this that you have really gone..

I remembered on how you used to make me cry and took pictures of me crying..huh..how mean heh.. How you used to dress me up with your uniforms; karate, boys brigade, etc.. then u took pictures of me, ask me to pose.. hah.. I’ve been exploit by you mentang2 I was the only niece at that time.

The last time we spent time together was 2 or 3 years ago when we ate sushi at Low Yatt Plaza, KL. You told me that you never eat sushi before but like always you were the adventurous one, "boleh lah, hentam jak" you said.

This gift you gave me for my 9th birthday..was handmade by you. I will cherish it forever. Thank you for the lovely frame. You tought me how to draw Garfield :-)

The first time when we came to KL, you were still in your college time, I still remembered that when I ordered laksa, you told me that laksa at Sarawak is different from here. Didn't listen to you, end up didn’t eat the laksa at all. Haha..funny taste..

You were well known for a happy go lucky, funny, tough, handsome hee.., adventurous, active man.

But.. that was it. Am no longer seeing you around. How can this be? Why..? we no longer can hear your laughs, jokes..the moment I dropped a rose on top of your coffin, right before they burried you.. I felt....... No..this can't be.. but that was it. You weren’t suppose to leave. No... not that soon..but who am I to stop this to happened, God loves you more. I am trying to deal and accepting this..slowly..

REST IN PEACE OUR DEAREST UNCLE HUMPHREY.. God bless your soul. Amen.

Happy Birthday, My Dear Corazon..

Monday, 12/10/2009.

My Dear Corazon,

Happy Birthday love!

Everything I've longed for
You've made my dreams come true.
But the greatest gift of all
Is being loved by you

Semoga panjang umur, sihat sentiasa & dimurahkan rezeki.

God bless you always.

Grow old along with me!
The best is yet to be.

Love you always..

Lots of love,
Yours, dearest Luv.
XOXO

Allergy Asthma Sinus

Am on half day MC today.

Feel bad coz I always need to take leave due to this allergy problem. Well, I didn't ask for it anyway.

I can't stand cold when am having sinus. But 1 thing for sure, I rather been attack by Sinus than Asthma. Please..no asthma..am suffer enough..

Allergy + Asthma + Sinus = You do the math. For me, the combination of this is a DISASTER!

I have Asthma since I was young..been admitted once when I was 10 years old. After that I was a skinny freak due to the attack. But then, after a while depending on the steroid medicine am slowly gaining my weight. Huh! Unfair..

As for Sinus, it attacked me when I was in Form 4. My dad had a bad sinus..but not sure how I got Asthma .Only those who suffer Asthma know how it feels when it attacks.

Please God, heal my Sinus & Asthma. Heal it to be gone, Amen. Here are some info about Asthma & Sinus.

Please read as it is very important if you have Family, Friends who have these problems.

Sinus & Allergies

1. Allergic Rhinitis

Allergic rhinitis is caused by substances that we breathe called allergens. Allergens are usually harmless substances that can cause problems only in some people. These problems are caused because the immune system of people with allergic rhinitis mistakenly identifies these substances as intruders and generates a reaction against them. During this reaction, the immune system cells release substances such as histamine and leukotrienes that cause the symptoms of allergic rhinitis; these and other substances also cause inflammation in the nasal lining. This inflammation makes the nose very sensitive to irritants such as smoke and strong odors or to changes in the temperature and humidity of the air. (So true)

Causes

When allergic rhinitis is caused by common outdoor allergens, such as airborne tree, grass and weed pollens or mold, it is called seasonal allergic rhinitis, or "hay fever". Allergic rhinitis is also triggered by common indoor allergens, such as animal dander (dried skin flakes and saliva), indoor mold, droppings from dust mites and cockroach particles. This is called perennial allergic rhinitis. (Dis....gussstinggg!!!!)

Symptoms

• sneezing
• stuffy nose (congestion)
• runny nose
• itching in the nose, roof of the mouth, throat, eyes and ears

2. Nonallergic Rhinitis

Nonallergic Rhinitis produces many symptoms similar to allergic rhinitis. Some people have both allergic and nonallergic rhinitis. In nonallergic rhinitis, unlike allergic rhinitis, there is no family history or seasonal pattern, and allergy tests are negative. The immune system is not involved. Such patients are often more susceptible to sinus infections. The most common triggers include weather changes, cigarette smoke, dust exposure, alcohol (wine and beer) and odors (malls, new fabric, pollution, perfumes and detergents). Nonallergic rhinitis cannot be cured, (What??? Are you serious? Like cannot at all??? Faint**) but allergists are equipped to recommend appropriate avoidance measures and medications.

3. Allergic Conjunctivitis

As allergic rhinitis is an allergic nose condition, allergic conjunctivitis is an allergic eye condition. The underlying factors and causes of allergic conjuctivitis are the same as for allergic rhinitis. The symptoms of allergic conjunctivitis include redness, itching, tearing or swelling. The diagnosis and treatment for allergic conjunctivitis is the same as for allergic rhinitis, including the benefit of allergy shots (allergen immunotherapy) in some patients. Infection and allergy are the main causes of sinusitis. Once sinusitis is diagnosed, the treatment usually involves antibiotics to clear the bacterial infection and topical decongestants to reduce the inflammation and swelling. Where allergy is suspected to co-exist, steroids and anti-histamines are used to further reduce swelling due to the allergic reaction. (Huh..the main FAT gaining contributer to my heavy weight!!) thestar.com.my/health

What Is Asthma?

Asthma (AZ-ma) is a chronic (long-term) lung disease that inflames and narrows the airways. Asthma causes recurring periods of wheezing (a whistling sound when you breathe), chest tightness, shortness of breath, and coughing. The coughing often occurs at night or early in the morning. www.nhlbi.nih.gov/health

The airways are tubes that carry air into and out of your lungs. People who have asthma have inflamed airways. This makes the airways swollen and very sensitive. They tend to react strongly to certain substances that are breathed in. When the airways react, the muscles around them tighten. This causes the airways to narrow, and less air flows to your lungs. The swelling also can worsen, making the airways even narrower. Cells in the airways may make more mucus than normal. Mucus is a sticky, thick liquid that can further narrow your airways. (I just hate the Mucus part)

"A Twist In My Story"

Slow down, the world isn't watching us break down

It's safe to say we are alone now, we're alone now
Not a whisper, the only noise is the receiver
I'm counting the seconds until you break the silence
So please just break the silence

The whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

And I'm longing, for words to describe how I'm feeling
I'm feeling inspired
My world just flip turned upside down
It turns around, say what's that sound
It's my heart beat, it's getting much louder
My heart beat, is stronger than ever
I'm feeling so alive, I'm feeling so alive

My whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story
It's time I open up, and let your love right through me
I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story
It's time I open up, and let your love right through me
That's what you get
When you see your life in someone else's eyes
That's what you get, that's what you get

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you
This world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

LIMITED EDITION GRENADE FROGSKINS®

The limited edition Grenade Frogskins. Me chenta went nuts for this frogskin.

Last time was Rayban Diamond and now this. We ordered this and there were like hundreds of names under waiting list. Thank God I got it as there were only 3 pairs available!

Well..sapa cepat dia dapat la..

They called me on last Monday to check out the Oakley website for this model. So me checked it and mms it to me chenta.

So..apalagi..sawan trus.. me want me want..

Yay..went to KLCC & collect it and planning to give this as his birthday present since his birthday is coming soon next month & since I really have no idea what to give!!

This is so perfect! He still thinks that am gonna claim from him. Sshhh..surprise. ehee..


XOXO,

Me got gift..

Yay.. last Wednesday me receive this from me aunt.

She went to Perth end of last month for holiday. She told me that she bought me something.. am like so excited..

She didn't get me the lolies... huhu..

She bought me Butterfly craft thingy & cute mini manicure thingy..love it!

Thanks babeh.. yeah we call each other babeh..heheheee..

Fox says DeGeneres is new 'American Idol' judge

By LYNN ELBER, AP Television Writer Lynn Elber, Ap Television Writer
LOS ANGELES – Ellen DeGeneres is dancing her way into the fourth judge's seat on "American Idol." Fox announced Wednesday the talk show host and comedian, who admittedly has no formal music experience other than a passion for tunes, would join Simon Cowell, Randy Jackson and Kara DioGuardi for the ninth season starting in January.
The announcement all but seals the departure of Paula Abdul, who announced she was quitting the show amid a contract dispute in July.
DeGeneres told her talk show audience in an episode scheduled to air Thursday that she would not abandon her Emmy-winning chatfest, but would have "a day job and a night job."
"The times we're living in," she quipped, "we're all doing that."
Abdul had been replaced by a succession of guest judges as "American Idol" started next season's auditions. Among them: Victoria Beckham, Mary J. Blige, Kristin Chenoweth, Joe Jonas, Neil Patrick Harris, Avril Lavigne, Katy Perry and Shania Twain — but not the 51-year-old DeGeneres.
"Hopefully, I'm the people's point of view because I'm just like you," DeGeneres said on her show. "I sit at home and I watch it, and I don't have that technical ... I'm not looking at it in a critical way from the producer's mind. I'm looking at it as a person who is going to buy the music and is going to relate to that person."
AP Television Writer Lynn Elber contributed to this report.

Source: yahoo news.

So..what do you think about her being the new judge? She replace Paula Abdul as the American Idol permanent judge for the next new season. I think she's alrite..she's kinda cool & selamba gadak..heh..
Well, before I heard that Victoria Beckham was one of the nominees to replace Paula. What happen? Am not sure too..
Well, gud luck Ellen, all the best! Make the show "happening" k.. lol..

Today's date is 09/09/09

Hee..I purposely waited for this day to premier me blog. Such a lovely number..

Chinese believes that the number 9 means Longlasting. No wonder many couple get married today & many got married 10 years ago when the date was 09.09.99.

Well actually, many years ago, I aim for this date to be me special date. Eg. Wedding date. Waa..angan-angan only. Why? Because people said the number 9 means FOREVER.. So triple 9 means many happy returns.. Now am so not ready for this wedding thingy coz I still feel like a 22 year old. Even me mum always say,"Grow up will ya! Stop being so childish!" Aisey.. I can't help it if I have 4 younger crasi teenagers siblings maa..


Did you know?

09.09.09 is a unique date , 09.09.09 falls on a Wednesday and both Wednesday & September have 9 letters. It is also the 252nd day of the year, 252 adds to 9, and 09-09-09 = 27.

Voila! La Premiere Me Blog..

Ola..Welcome to me Humble Blog

Am here just to share some info, knowledge, story, etc..

Well, sharing is caring :-)

Til then, Stay Tuned yo!

XOXO,